Too much time to think

I would do anything to have someone love me as much as I love.
Someone who thinks about me all day, who puts me on an impossibly high pedestal, and fantasizes about what it would be like to experience life with me. I want to be loved deeply, and passionately. Not a superficial, casual love. I don't want to have to beg for a phone call, or be alone all the time anymore. I hope things get better again.